Wed 14 Dec 2011
Six Months Without a Flash
Posted by Gay Degani under life experience, marketing, motivation, publishing
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It doesn’t seem like that long. Of course, it helps that I’ve had a consistent stream of flash stories publishing throughout the fall. The last of them, “Boob Patrol,” debuted in The Dead Mule last month. But it’s true: I haven’t written a flash story in over six months. I haven’t been entirely quiet, of course. I have written new work, but the shortest story was still well over 3,000 words.
Why this silence? Especially when things were going so well for me on the publication front? (Of the 14 flashes I work-shopped in the first part of this year, all but two of them have found homes.) Frankly, I had reached a point in my flash career that I was happy with what I’d accomplished. True, I’m nowhere near my ultimate goal of publishing a chapbook of my flash, but this year has brought other welcome and often unexpected triumphs.
I managed to find swell homes for several flashes I had originally abandoned or doubted would do well. Indeed, I’ve even published a couple of flashes that on reflection I might have been wiser to keep in the discard pile—they’re simply not good enough to carry my name. There were two appearances earlier in the fall that pleased me especially: “A Reason to Live” in Knee-Jerk and “Derek Needs Me Tonight” in LITnIMAGE. What was most gratifying about these appearances was the fact that I proved to these venues’ readers and others that dialogue-driven, “slice-of-life” flash could be just as compelling and artful as the more trendy types of flash fiction. (When I scoured LITnIMAGE’s archives to find the last time the staff had selected a dialogue-driven flash, I had to go back past a few dozen selections, landing somewhere in 2009.)
Alas, my accomplishments in flash fiction, both artistic and professional, were overshadowed, for me at least, by how stagnant my sales record had become in regards to my longer fiction. Thanks to some hearty gay venues, I do have four long stories currently available, and I managed to find mainstream homes for two other long pieces last spring.
But I decided around my 35th birthday last summer that I would focus solely on long fiction until I had managed to boost my sales record in that discipline to a place comparable with my flash work. I knew this would be difficult. As you all know, there simply aren’t as many venues for long fiction as there are for flash.
Not surprisingly, only one of the long pieces I’ve written since my birthday has found a home. Also surprising no one, this home was the gay venue MLR Press. My other long pieces (two of which feature heterosexual protagonists) have received a smattering of praise from editors, but I’ve yet to clinch a deal on them.
I don’t want to say that flash fiction had started to come easily to me. I still feel that old, sweet terror when I gaze upon a blank white document, cursor blinking madly, whether I plan to write a story that’s 500 words or 5,000. I know, at least academically, that most seasoned fiction writers consider flash to be a harder discipline to master than traditional-length short fiction. Frankly, I’d agree with them. (One of the reasons, I believe, it’s been so easy to eschew writing flash for so long is because one must stretch an entirely different set of mental muscles to develop ideas suited toward flash. Ideas for longer pieces are far easier to come by.)
To be blunt, I’m not sure how badly I desired to be known primarily as a flash writer. Of course, writers I admire a great deal and consider mentors have devoted most of their efforts toward writing flash-length fiction and suffered no loss of esteem among their colleagues and readers. Still, it’s hard to forget the look on the face of an uninitiated reader when I tell him that I’ve published over 60 flashes…and then reveal precisely what a flash story entails. Like it or not, most casual readers believe a writing discipline predicated on such short length must be easy to master, and no amount of persuasion can dislodge that old, tricky prejudice.
Telling a new reader, however, that I’ve collected 20 of my short stories into a 275-page collection wins me a respect from them, even if they never read a word, that my flash collection couldn’t hope to receive, despite the fact it took me far longer to assemble my flash collection than my collection of short fiction. I hate that I feel myself bowing under the pressure of reader ignorance, but there’s no denying that’s what has happened.
Simply put: I believe making a name for myself based on short fiction will win me more acclaim (and, one hopes, readers) than if I tried to do the same on the back of my flash fiction. I have no desire to remain an “unknown” for the length of my career. (And if I finally stop smoking my beloved menthols, that may be another four decades, give or take.) Until flash fiction makes a true and lasting impression on general readers, common sense dictates that reputations built on longer fiction (preferably novels, while we’re being frank) will carry far more weight.
What about all of you? For those of you who also aspire for success in longer forms of fiction, do you sometimes find yourself focusing on longer works for reasons that aren’t entirely artistic? What does having a consistent, respectable run in flash fiction truly mean for an author? I’d love to hear from you
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Thomas Kearnes is a 35-year-old author from East Texas. He is an atheist and an Eagle Scout. His flash has appeared in PANK, Storyglossia, Night Train, SmokeLong Quarterly, Word Riot, JMWW Journal, wigleaf, The Pedestal, Knee-Jerk, LITnIMAGE, 3 AM Magazine, Thieves Jargon, Underground Voices, Prick of the Spindle and elsewhere. Two of his flash stories, “Girl with Donkey” and “Shame,” have been nominated for the Pushcart Prize. He can be reached at trkearnes@yahoo.com.





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